It's been forever since I've blogged. Too tired. To stressed. Too busy.I've been so busy at work that I haven't had any "break time" to fool around and post anything. I get home in the evening hammered. I don't feel like even touching a keyboard after my day of troubleshooting technical issues related to my job as a college Electronic Resources Librarian.
But maybe I just feel busier than I really am, because I don't have myself well organized.
Since the beginning of a new semester I've been struggling with my newest cyclical demon... a change in routine. I've always thrived under the structure of a good routine, and these days I simply cannot function without one. And these days my routine requires changes often or it falls apart. My training needs require access to pools, running trails and bike routes, and this access changes seasonally. Before I started training again, I could get into the same routine for MONTHS and live life on an even keel. Not boring, necessarily, because my activities changed regularly, but my routine didn't have to.
But physical activities that rely on changeable things like pool & gym hours, work schedule, race schedules and especially daylight, require that the routine be adjusted whenever any of these things -- along with the kids' schedules -- changes.
And at this time of year, the day is shrinking at just the time I need it to expand!
I've changed my work schedule a bit to add an interval workout on a weeknight. That's one night fewer I can ride to work. I've been wanting to do this for a long time, but now, as we move from triathlon season to marathon season, the timing is perfect. (I'm not running a marathon this year though. Next year. This year I'll do one -- possibly two -- half-marathons.) It's also one night a week I can run with other people. Invaluable.
I'm back to swimming two mornings a week before work at the pool here at the college, in addition to a couple of other times each week elsewhere. Those two workweek mornings I'm unable to commute to work on my bike. I work until 6p.m. one -- sometimes two -- days a week. It's dark before 7:30 and I prefer not to ride in the dark, in case I get a flat, so that's two more days (some weeks) that I can't ride. That leaves only Fridays (reliably) for riding to work, until the daylight shrinks even more and I'm forced into spin classes to compensate. When that happens, my routine will change again.
My run schedule is also changing. It's dark in the early mornings and getting that way at the end of the work-day, too. Except for the weekend, running at lunch is once again becoming the best time, most days. That means I have to start packing lunch again, because there's no time to go to the café and go for a run. I should pack a lunch again anyway, because I need my siesta time on the days that I don't run at lunch! For that reason, I alternate days running and days having a brief, post-lunch siesta.
All this routine-busting has made my mind race when I wake up in the night. If I can't get back to sleep right away because of Dave's snoring, I am plagued by my unresolved schedule. I'm just sure I'm forgetting something or not managing something in the best way. I gotta be organized and efficient if I want to squeeze it all in.
And, I have to get a good night's sleep. So, I'm getting organized. It's taken me all day (10 minutes here, 10 minutes there) to write this letter to myself! I already feel better just writing it all down. Now I'll pull out the training calendar and get down to business. Before the end of today, before my head hits the pillow, I'll be back in control of the ONE thing in life I can control... my training!
